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###伤痛在所难免

前,第一次了忍住眼泪。因为她看得出来,面前的这个少年,眼里已经没有了期许和她在一起的可能。记忆像是长了一双看不见的翅膀,没人知道它已经飞走多久了。余静宝时常想起脑海里的那个少年,眼神安静而倔强,让人想起天山脚下宝石般的湖泊。她记得,永远都记得。“对不起。”余静宝和夏帛站在窄窄的楼梯拐角,她诚然的向他道歉,也许,是企图减轻自己的不安感。少年仍旧沉默的看着她,一言不发。“如果是我叔叔的错,那他也算是受害者吧,所以,请你,你家里人……能不能,”她的声音有些哽咽不清,“我们会道歉也会赔钱的,可是你妈妈她,她不该这么对我家里人,难道我们不会难过吗?”“为什么。”少年顿了顿,终于也开口,“为什么要对我说这些?我以为你知道我是怎么想的。”余静宝抬起头,看着夏帛,她摇摇头表示不知道。她的确不知道,夏帛刚刚一直有多努力说服他的父母,希望他们不要再追究这件事,毕竟余家上下也都不好过,正因为如此,林素萍才勉强同意只要赔款——他深知自己的母亲是怎样的人,如果要纠纷下去,恐怕败诉的也只能是余静宝一家。可是现在看来,余静宝可真是个十足的大傻瓜。“没别的事我先回去了。”夏帛淡淡的说,他的脸被阳光映射出一片淡淡的阴影,甚至让余静宝有些看不清他的表情。“我,我一直在学校里等你,没想到……对不起。”余静宝仍然诚恳的道歉。“哦,是么。”少年背对着她,只丢下这三个字。余静宝低着头,拼命忍住眼泪,她知道她的少年就要离开她的世界了,也许故事还没有开始就已经结束了。可是她分明听到夏帛转身后的叹息,不知道是遗憾还是庆幸。“那个夏天灿烂耀眼,忽然之间,下雨也没人撑伞。是我的初恋,那次失眠。你的气味已经飘散。我还留恋,心里面共同的声线。再见吧我的王子,梦想还没有消失。我会并著你的勇气一起坚持,晒着艳阳的奔驰,勾勾手指。你住的城市会有我的思念因子。”余静宝戴着耳机,一遍一遍听着这首棉花糖的《再见王子》。一遍一遍,泪流满面。一整个夏天,都是她的思念因子。结束了二叔的葬礼,全家人都在为那二十万东奔西走,她找了几份零工想要出一份绵薄之力,可还是总会想起夏帛这个名字,她甚至不再写日记不再吃棒冰,不再敢路过优萝高中,哪怕一点点细小的线索都会让她惦念起短暂的过去。想念很难无疾而终。余静宝独自坐在沉闷的车厢里,目光一直看着窗外,沿途的风景一寸寸掠过视线,天空和她的表情一样阴郁,列车车轮和轨道相遇,轰隆作响,搅得她毫无心情。她忽然想起夏帛淡淡的声音——“你跟我,不是一个方向吧。”今天是大学报到的第一天。余静宝推掉了所有人的送行,一个人拖着大大的行李箱来到了这个总下雨的城市。她走在熙熙攘攘的人群里,看着每一张脸都觉得像是夏帛的眉眼。临近中午的时候,她随意找了一家小饭馆就走了进去,店很小可人却不少,几个塑料凳子随意的摆在角落里,余静宝在服务员的招呼下,拉过一个凳子就坐下来。周围是嘈杂的交谈声和装着冰镇啤酒玻璃瓶的撞击声,空气闷热,头顶的旧风扇吱吱呀呀的缓缓转着。余静宝感觉额头上的刘海又不听话的黏腻在一起,她随手捋了捋头发,挂在左手臂上的零钱袋却顺势掉在了地上。她有些不耐烦的叹了一口气,却听到一个陌生的声音——“同学,这是你的吗?”她缓缓抬起头,视线里站着一个高高瘦瘦的男生。“夏帛?!”她睁大了眼睛,像是当初一样的反应。但随即她的眼神又黯淡下来,因为她看清对方的样子——那不是夏帛,不是她的少年。“啊?你可不要认错人啊,我不姓夏。”男生的声音里也有些笑意。余静宝有些失神的点点头,尴尬的不知如何是好。“我不姓夏,我姓路,叫路辰溪。

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